What is the metric for success
If I can answer any one question about the day, what would it be?
Capture the mood of the moment. You'll want to use these moments as a collage of the thoughts and emotions you experienced over a period of time.
What about the protfolio project? Yes, use these notes as stepping stones and create short pieces of structure around which you can weave different problems and weave your views of the world into what you've know to be true instintively.
Should we do an AMA ? Or a life-and-times of ? Maybe let's not be too pompose, but just call it a snapshot of the moment. And collate these over as much time period as possible. It will eventually free you up to step up on stage, even under harsh conditions and say your two cents or whatever , without feeling the urge to conform or piss in your pants and feel bad about it.
##Why is there so much inner rage, anger, fear and so many repressed emotions? I haven't been cleaning up the closet. This way of writing will surely flush out the toxins and help establish a better muscle memory to be writing with the gut and breathing both relaxed and unclenched and un-tense.
But these are temporary highs. So be it. Keep plugging at the feeling and you will hit the mark. Don't bother about what the world is tryng to scare you into thinking. Too many fake gurus are peddling their wares and you neednt bother buying their stuff. Go ahead and make your own stuff.
Is that liberating or what. Find a suject which you can write and publish a post on mass media. See if things can work out.