Stop Looking At The Numbers
###Going Internal not External Why are we being conditioned to look for external validation ? Is it that one becomes easier to manipulate with benchmarks created by others rather than define it for oneself?
How will the experiment of pursuit of an unclear objective prove to be in the long run? If I need to shed my inhibitions, can we simply make this a part of my life. As a way of recording your daily progress or lack of in a general sense. What is the point of it all.
Simply to see where we are and in what direction our life is meandering towards. Why the melancholiness ? It feels like waking from a deep slumber is not the best way to feel peppy and creative. But the need to please and the ability to push oneself for an otherwise meaningless task, seems daunting.