A Promise To Myself
If I can blog continuously for a 100 days, I will go and busy myself a domain name and start a regular serious blog.
By serious, as today's focus emotion "HONESTY", will be brutal about it. Even at the cost of self harm.
Internal Cleansing
How can I make any sense of the chaos within and put all of it aside, to put out not a facade of clean content, but genuinely reflect and purge out and discard all the noise and bad elements.
Try asking better questions
What tasks am I avoiding and why? Is there a way I can learn to speak freely without holding back any emotions? Is Try Harder a simple and effective philosophy to keep you on track? Why is it difficult for me to remain focussed on one project for long? Is it worth pursuing learning a difficult skill ? How do I retain the key ideas, thoughts and learnings?
Different perspectives
I seem to be asking too many generic questions, but not drilling down deep into the required level of engagement. How can I strive to stay on track and learn to play this corporate game without fearing losing or not becoming desperate to win or have the play unfold favourably (i.e. may way).
Structure and syntax
Let me use this template for subsequent iterations. Every block of text should contain one big idea. That should get supported by atleast a couple of supporting observations and statements. So you think you'll become the next PG ;-)
Hobgoblin of the mind
Trying something new is always exciting. But for effective results to appear or even possibly register a reasonably accurate observation, is to put your head down and keep working on the craft.
What I wish to be doing?
Write more, regularly and meaningful thoughtful stuff. Amen!